You didn't take me to Vegas saying we were going to jump into a pool of brainwashed attackers. We didn't know it was gonna happen. [He shakes his head and sighs.] I have dumber ideas than you.
[He takes one hand and hits him. Lightly. And leans a little on him. Just a little.] Exactly.
But, I was saying with Nadia, we might try to take some classes. Self defense... I can't have a spear on me all the time, and it'll be better than nothing.
You're a fucking liar. [Another weak punch.] You were fucked up and you know it. We both were. [He usually tries not to swear so much around people. But he huffs and holds on tightly to Matt.]
Well. [He shrugs, though it's weird to do when you're holding on to someone.] It can't be helped, right? I guess even if he has a gazillion already, I'm still his kid... he's still my dad. He was just worried. I don't think he thinks it's all your fault, but he doesn't know what to be mad at.
[A pause. And he tightens his hold a little.] It's... over now, though. Kind of. Right?
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[And then he is pulling Ken close and tightly holding onto him because he has run the worst case scenarios in his head a hundred times.]
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I don't think anyone thought that. But I'm here, and I'm okay. I promise.
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I will. You don't have to worry about me going away from you.
[He holds him back tightly, and his fingers curl in Matt's shirt.] I promise.
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I will. I won't go anywhere. You stay safe, too, okay?
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But, I was saying with Nadia, we might try to take some classes. Self defense... I can't have a spear on me all the time, and it'll be better than nothing.
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Sounds like a smart plan. And to think I tutored you.
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[He shakes his head.] Don't curse, though. Not old enough. You haven't earned the privilege.
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[Totally old enough.]
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[He SIGHS, but he just falls quiet, still holding on.]
I'm glad dad decided to make you tutor me. That we're friends.
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[A pause. And he tightens his hold a little.] It's... over now, though. Kind of. Right?
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