[Ken looks nervous now, but before he can speak up his father's straightening up and making him sit down next to Matt so he can loom over them both with his arms crossed, sighing and looking tired.
[He stares down at them. And then he says that he needs to know where Ken is at all time.
He's not gonna take away Ken's Evoker in case something happens, and he's not going to say you can't see each other. But Ken has to be home by nine unless you clear it with him first, and if you want to hang out you have to clear it with him first. If you go out and want to change locations, you have to tell him before you do.
... If you still want to go to New York next month, he'll think about it. Maybe if you manage three weeks without getting into trouble.]
I don't want to impose. [He also doesn't want to stay because he'll ask questions like how he's supposed to contact Mr Amada when he's almost never around anyway?
He gets up, though. He'll go because he doesn't want to cause or be a part of a fight. He's also exhausted and broken, and he doesn't...
[He smiles again. Ruffles Ken's hair. But for some reason his hand seems heavier now. Ken's dad isn't mad. He can't understand it. That's the best possible outcome, right?]
I've run outside in worse. [Before they met. In winter, too, with only sandals back when his pajamas were flannel instead of a shirt and sweats. He looks worriedly up at Matt, feeling the weight of his hand. He makes himself stand straighter.]
[He's quick to put it on, walking already as he does. He shoves his feet into some slide sandals and shuffles after Matt, not bothering with the lock.]
I'm not in trouble. [He started off on one side of Matt, but he takes a few steps forward, ending up on the other side, peering up at him.]
Hey. Would it be better if I stayed away for a while? I mean, it can't be easy, right? Even if he's just worried, having him breathing down your neck like that... I mean, he's not gonna stop us from talking, but. Maybe I should hold off on visiting for a while?
... I want to keep hanging out. [He lets out a breath. Not quite a sigh, but a deeper breath than before.] Over the summer, even if we don't go to New York, and if you're not busy, I want to do homework with you once school starts, too.
Nadia's dad thought she was getting Echoes because of me, once. And he's the senator. I thought we were a goner and I might not get to see her anymore. I didn't want that. But I didn't... want her to to get in trouble, or for her to worry that she'd get me in trouble by being around her.
... You're like a little brother I never got to have, Ken. It's not that it's hard to be around you. [He crouches to look him in the eye, so he's shorter than Ken and takes him by the shoulders.] But I was supposed to be keeping an eye on you and you got hurt.
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He thinks he would have preferred anger.]
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There is one thing.]
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He's not gonna take away Ken's Evoker in case something happens, and he's not going to say you can't see each other. But Ken has to be home by nine unless you clear it with him first, and if you want to hang out you have to clear it with him first. If you go out and want to change locations, you have to tell him before you do.
... If you still want to go to New York next month, he'll think about it. Maybe if you manage three weeks without getting into trouble.]
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A sigh. Papada uncrosses his arms. Do you need anything?]
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He gets up, though. He'll go because he doesn't want to cause or be a part of a fight. He's also exhausted and broken, and he doesn't...
Want responsibility right now.]
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[Ken gets up a moment after. Not to stop him but...]
Can I walk you to the lobby?
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Aren't you kind of under dressed?
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I've run outside in worse. [Before they met. In winter, too, with only sandals back when his pajamas were flannel instead of a shirt and sweats. He looks worriedly up at Matt, feeling the weight of his hand. He makes himself stand straighter.]
Would it bother you?
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Sorry. He's just been worried.
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I'm not in trouble. [He started off on one side of Matt, but he takes a few steps forward, ending up on the other side, peering up at him.]
Hey. Would it be better if I stayed away for a while? I mean, it can't be easy, right? Even if he's just worried, having him breathing down your neck like that... I mean, he's not gonna stop us from talking, but. Maybe I should hold off on visiting for a while?
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You do what you want. Okay?
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Nadia's dad thought she was getting Echoes because of me, once. And he's the senator. I thought we were a goner and I might not get to see her anymore. I didn't want that. But I didn't... want her to to get in trouble, or for her to worry that she'd get me in trouble by being around her.
Is it hard to be around me?
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